Where am I going? What do I even want to do? I'm lost in the middle of my living room. For most of my life I've been so driven, directed, organized and scheduled. My kids are grown (loving that!!)! We've moved again, (should be loving that but ehhhh not so much). I'm not even sure what I'm interested in anymore. I've served, directed, motivated, encouraged, threatened three daughters and a husband right into their own success. Meanwhile, my life has been lost.
Ahhh, not meaning to sound so bleak or depressing, I'm just being real...shooting straight. I've lost my passion, forgot my way. I'm needing to find myself. (Insert 70's music here minus the drugs and sex.) I can't even find clothes anymore. You know, something between sexy and frumpy, old lady clothes.
So, here's to a new start, where I'm thankful for daughters who have found their way and a husband who loves his job and 2 dogs who make me laugh and mostly that I'm surrounded by love and encouragment to grow.
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